I think - We need to talk!

Time : 7.55 AM

Venue: Drawing Hall, BVM

[ i wonder how huge drawing rooms BVM has... its a real Engineering Institute! UNIQUE!]

Scene :: Whole Drawing hall filled with Geeks.... today target is "OS- Operating System"! All Future Engineers are quite prepared well to crack internals , as it is first paper [ more energy, more preparation, more hopes... gradually it evaporates!] and the stronger reason was the faculty who teaches this subject! subject is taught by Prof. N.M.Patel, have no words to describe his intelligence! but how quick he is in learning n applying the gained knowledge, can be explained by a joke all BVMites cracked very often - " If Prof. N.M.Patel needs to learn Car driving, he will simply get 10-20 books titled as "Learn car driving in 24 hours" or similar, read it thorough and will drive smart enough to win a car race!" ... He was/is/will always be considered a GEM of BVM!

"Your time starts now... start writing... All the best to all of you! " - Mehfza mam annonced wid a beautiful smile on her face! [No wonder all my classmates loves to be in her class n never bunked a single lecture of her!]

SILENCE......

All students are busy writing [should say vomiting all they have crammed!] ... It is a final year, all students are now damm serious about studies as all have already  realized the worst condition out in field![  what can be worst "?-  Not a single campus interview!!!! ]

"Bhumika, any problem dear? Need any help?" - Ma'am is so generous to remember my name!
 [ i was not a topper or even in the list of geeks,  whose name could be discussed among staff.... [but still roaming around with a GCET friend circle has given me enough publicity ! [say negative !]... At vidhyanagar it matters with whom u roam around! u find out a lot people concerned @ u...  "mere college ki ladki with dusri college ke friends" sort of worry!  ]

"No mam.. I am fine! thank you..."  - OK? is that what i am right now? 10 minutes have been passed in 1 hour exam, and i havent written even my ID number on answer sheet... now who can think i m normal/OK ??

"Are you sure Bhumika? Is paper too tough? " - Ma'am asked surprisingly.....

" I dont know Ma'am" - how can i answer that?

"what? you dont know what ? Feeling sick or what? " - a kind concern , now half of my class was equily worried!
[ as being in same class for 4 years, knowingly/unknowingly you make a bond with all ur classmates, just the strength of bond differs from person to person....All were quite aware of my academic background! i wasn't a  topper, yet i had/have  a normal, healthy and actively working mind! it was easy for me to maintain my grades to "B" or sometimes above it! though i worked hard just in few subject which i personally liked! ]

" i know her well, she lives as PG [paying guest] in my society only! she is not as dumb to leave the paper blank.. and See question paper, its too easy ! there must be something wrong with her! She s just staring out the window! how can she act so stupid in internals, knowing the fact this marks wil be added to externals and it may affect her grades badly! " - Ma'am interchanged her views regarding ME to the other supervisor....

"hey she is right... from last 30 minutes i am looking to that silly window... but  why i am not writing? i have never act so stupid before? " - i asked myself...

"I dont know...." - my inner soul answered!

{

" PAPA , stop it now? can i marry all 6 boys ? [ have u got mad? ]  ok, jokes apart [better u shut up! ]... do you want me to get married right now? On Phone? [ no, as soon as u come back to home, we will fix meetings, followed by engagement and wedding after your finals!] ... then why to discuss now? have exams tomorrows papa! [ i know, but i need to answer the boy's families!]   Ok, select a boy you like and leave me alone with "operating System" tonight! [ so, NRI or indian, what u prefer?] do bagger's have choice papa?  yes, i know all 6 boys belong to our family friends... but is that their quality to get counted in list? [ u know all of them very well, n their families know you equally! they all are well-settled, well-educated ] .. and well -despos also ? ... Have you told them about my poor cooking skills?  [ they know all about you dear, dont worry! ] OMG!!! See papa, i wanna go for higher studies! [ thats good, they also recommend that! after wedding you can! i have talked to them! ....] -- arr... PAPA, how can i marry a stranger? [ who is stranger? you know "a" , "B" , "C", "D", "E", "F" better ways... dont you??? ]... OK papa... surrender! Do what you wanna do! and leave me alone with "william stallings!!! ... [ with whom? who is he? from which caste? which city? from how long you know him? are you serious about him? ]... Ohhh PAPA.... william stallings is the author of the book i am reading for operating systems!"

}

"How many times , i am going to think the same again and again? its all over.. i am PAPA' s girl, i know all sacrifises mom-dad did for my studies... and i need to be a good girl anywasy! " - i tried to console myself!

" how can I ? and for whom i should not? " ..... i wondered to myself!

"i dont know! " - same reply from d inner soul!

{

"bhumika, this is the way you talk to you papa? if i would have been at his place, must have slapped you! and know what? aunty has surprise for you! Cabbage special! Hahaha... i know you hate it! its good for you! Aunty is trying to put you on diet! See you have put on so much these days! .....................


ok, dont make face like this, go to you room, and read well...8 chapters in syllabus, right?  you finish 4 in two hours,  n you will get your fav. pineapple juice at your place! what say? " - keyur tried to behave normal, but i knew my talk wid papa moved him from inside... but he didnt wanted to pretend it!

"keyur, i dont wanna have nething tonight, and screw the OS paper! and you too poor at acting, dont try it!"- I started towards my room...

}

"Last 15 minute..... tie up your supplementaries and then write! no one will be given extra supplementaries in last 10 minutes! "- Ma'am announced a usual note...

"bhumika,  whats your ID number? - now you are going to write your ID number on your own, or i should "  write it for you?" - now Ma'am felt suspicious for my behavior.... so do I!!!

"I dont know ma'am" - Not again! How could i reply that?

"Ma'am its 99CP210... "- my fellow student replied wid helping intentions!

"Last five minutes...." - Now along with Ma'am almost whole class was looking at me...

"Bhumika... Do you want a doctor? should i drop you to your room? you need to call some one?  is that anything i can help? " - Ma'am offered her last help while collecting supplementaries...

"I dont know Ma'am...." - Uffff..... what is the problem wid me! I REALLY DONT KNOW! but i wanna know....

"dumbo... its limit now! what all you did with yourself... a blank paper... you had covered whole syllabus twice.. and you knew all answers well.. what was the prob dear? " - Nipa, my besti/ roomy asked....

" I dont know yaar.... " - she knew what was the problem...

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All my friends me were having lunch... and staring me for my BAHADURI....

" now this is the limit... Bhumika, i know what all you are going through.. you are gonna take some decision or going to have all papers blank? " my bestie shouted on me.... We had fight a lot times , yet we loved each other's company.... She knew my unspoken words....

All were too confused as i had never behave such weird before!

SILENCE.........................................................................

only one person was smiling....listening whole dialog ...

"bhumika, Whats you plan this afternoon? I think your system crashed, and i need to format something...  what say? I think, WE NEED TO TALK! " - .. Keyur was only person who was all aware of the BUG and was the only person who could DEBUG it!

NOTE :: 
Who is keyur ????
He was my Friend, Best friend, Boy friend, Fiance and He is my Husband NOW!