"bhumika, now you are over-reacting! stop this crap! n why you listen to their blah blah blah... cant u just rest at that time, or listen to some good songs when free... ? n.. now stop crying like babies! Heer s much more stronger then U! at least she cries only when her "MA" or "PA" shout on her... n you are the one who can cry on anyone's rubbish advise, or criticism!" - Keyur was lookin at me, angry and sad both at d same time!
"MA.... MA..." Heer comes to me n kisses my forehead!
"OMG, look she s much more wiser then u! who can say she s just 1 year old?" - keyur feels proud on Heer's lovin, caring gesture , n so do I!
why i am so sad ? for whom i am crying?
I am living a reasonably good, happy life! then why this emotional drama?
today while traveling by Bhilad express, returning to home, discussion going on around me was " workin woman... n her Babies!"
"Our great tradition was right Yesterday n its right today also,, but today's gals in fashion n ego, choose their career first, n put family on second step! they dont ever care for their family or kid! just think of Money , Money n money!" - Lady1 said, wid expressions like revealing some brahma Gyan!
"yes, u r absolutely right!. earlier, gals were working for supporting their families... as they had to earn for financial support , n now, girls earn for their individuality, strength, bank balance, new jewelery n all that! we know how much we have suffered while working for our families!" - Lady 2 expressed her views with tone of great secrifice she did!
"earning, being independent.. n all that is just excuse! no1 want to take all troubles of baby n family! its very easy to give birth to a kid, but lot tough to upbring a kid with good values, sanskar! See, today after delivery mother starts job from 2-3 rd month! who cares for baby? just give a bottle full of milk n a Nany[care taker lady], baby will be fine! today's gals dont understand importance of breast feeding! " - Lady3 represented her views , looking at me while speaking each and every word!
"i dont care! i am not gonna speak anything! why i should explain them?" - i thought!
all knew by then who was target of talk!
[BTW, all who were discussing were working women, working since last 20-30 years! even all had daughter/daughter-in-law- who was also working!]
On my way to home, i cdnt stop my tears out!
I could have answered all very well! but why i should answer? and to how many people i will answer?
But naked truth is, only LOVE cant earn a bread, milk, medicines, cloths,education and the list goes on!!!..