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"A lot can happen over a TEA" !

" OMG !!! why ? why i am hell alone when am badly messed up in any problem ? " - listening music, talking with friends , reading news papers nothing was working to light up my rotten mood! 

Crying is not always solution... but who needs solution in any case? 

and what can help me ?   I asked myself...
" A soul to listen me not just my words... , to notice my pain not just tears... "

Now thats something tough to search - as even Google says "no match found " for above criteria! 

after a while , 
messed up mind felt a miracle...
Me and a cup of TEA , when together....  I feel so much sorted and relieved!    

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"Daddu, Its too tough! I am feeling to much alone! I need you here, right now, right away! " - i knew i was behaving like a small kid, but its fun to behave so wid DAD! 

" You know it is not possible! stop behaving like a kid- though i love when you behave so , as i feel like still you are kid and you can be with us for few more years....  , after a year you will be at "sasre" and.... " - even on phone i could feel papa's tears thinking about my marriage!  

" I am not going  any where daddu! and  you know it well! Now tell me what I should do when i am completely lost, have no one is  around to talk with? how can I feel your warmth ? how  can I  pretend to myself and assure myself that you are anyhow around me when I need you badly ? "  - It was tough to find a way, to take a decision alone, to solve the mess on my own, to guide myself... Specially when i had DAD doing it best ways always! 

" I cant be with you physically always and you know that ! ... In life it will happen many times when you will need me or some one badly to support, to heal or to guide... but remember - in hell worst situations you will be always alone! In such cases... Be with yourself, believe in your capabilities, think all positive possibilities under the negative darkness and pamper yourself with 2 warm TEA cups! i will be virtually there with you to share TEA and your worries! " - What all papa said became a LIFE-MANTRA  for me! 

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"Hey bhums...  hows you?   and are you expecting some one here ?  can i join you?  " - My  Friend asked me with surprise, pointing to 2 Tea cups... 

" Yeah I am expecting some one! but never mind, you can join me! " - I had no answer whom i was expecting to be with me for a TEA! 

"So, can i have this extra cup of TEA? " - 

"Noap, Its not EXTRA! .... I mean , .... How i can explain... Leave it... I love having 2 cups of TEA at a time, let me order fresh for you ! " - It was tough rather painful for me to explain her about the TEA mystery! 

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I know Papa always keeps his all promises and so i always feel him sharing my problems, worries and loneliness with a cup of tea... 

"A lot can happen over a TEA"  ! 

Comments

Harsh Pandya said…
baate kho jati he,yade yad aati he....
The world never stop but it can rest .... father is always remain a father by all mean...no one can understand how its feel when we dont have ... :(( even i cant but about a 4yrs ago i have such a realized tht i cant see my father infect in any ill condition... :P :D
Apara said…
beautifully written..
vasu_u said…
Lovely..missing u madam..

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